its been long since ive last blogged...
right now, im watching i am legend; it seems like a good film. it seems like frightening...
had school today..as quite boring as per usual..
i also had a little arguement with my mother about a damn seat..
stupid right?
my mum wanted to sit where i was sitting..and i said like noo cause if i move it wouldnt be worth it cause i gotta shut it down soon..
and then yeah..she got mad saying that i cant ask her to buy anything or ask her for money.. =[
lets hope everything goes back to normal tomorrow..

argh darns.
seems to be like i cant upload my eye photo xD

two things.
one thing is that my eye has like a spot..fcuking eww and eurgh.
well i think its a spot or a sty or just a lump but most likely to be a spot cause like it has a white thing in the middle..
but yee..it hurts like arse! im not even joking.
i asked my friend to pop it and like i wanted to cry ='[
not loong agoo i had the same thing but it was on my left eye..it was as bad as my right..and like it went away after a day or soo but my right one has been there for more than two days.
when will it be gone?!
second thing.
say goodbye to geography and hello to art ;D
i was like talking to miss and like she said my options has changed..i was very happy ^___^
thank you ms clark <3.

we had target setting day today where we have no school but we have appointments to talk to our form tutors..

so erm yeah.. i had to wait for my friend to do her appointment and then we went to maidstone (Y)

omdaiiz..when we walked to the bus stop. the weather was hot!

i wore like trackies but at the end of the day..it was all right xD

we went to look at shops and went into madhouse; we saw this nice jacket and decided that we should get it later. then we looked at other shops.

oooo, we also went into the apple shop too and too some pictures ;D

it waass fuun but the guys in thereee kept on staring at us =/

we were like mucking around; making weird faces xD

oh and we met up with justin and then ate kfc..

after that we went to primark and bought tshirts and then we went to superdrugs and like justin wanted to buy condoms XD

soo jokkesss -laughs-

good timmessss (Y)

i have always wanted one of these pictures. they look so cool.
some pictures that ive seen in posters, internet and newspaper are just an inspiration. when im in year eleven..i might go to a college which does photography.
although, im not really good or know anything about photography or what i chose for options has nothing to do with it but i would love to learn about it!
how to take a shot. learning new vocabulary and many more.
textiles, geography and hospitality are my options but im having second thoughts on geography. its so hard. i bet you that im the only person who is behind out of all my class! i need to talk with my head of year about this. i keep changing my options so many times..i just dont know what to choose!
if i could/can change my options..i would like to choose
textiles, art and graphic products. i shouldve chose them but why didnt i?!
god. please let me change or at least one of my options T__T
-sigh-

isnt this sweet? ive never actually been in a relationship before yet i have seen so many couples. some couples match but then some couple do not match but they love each other. it is so sweet when you see couples snuggle each other.

love is a powerful thing. some people are not comitted to love as people cheat and flirt with others way too much. some people have long distance relationships.. and people have close ones. i prefer long but not that far.

i would like to be in a relationship but then i think im not as comitted to it.

i dont want to be too clingy or like annoying to the person.

i just want to find that right person. im really picky with the type.

for some reason..i want to be jealous of my boyfriend.

i want his skin to be clear and flawless. gotta have soft skin and doesnt care about my excessive sweating. gotta have nice fashion! with cool shoes!

and and has nice hair. most of all..GOOD/NICE personality.

but this is too good to be true. the most good looking people are mostly the bitchest people.

lets wait for the future to come and find the destined one.

i dont even know why im talking about love right now.

recently, the palms of my hands and the sole of my feets have been sweating a lot. i think i have palmar hyperhidrosis, or excessive hand sweating. im not sure.
when i was younger, it was a lot worse. they used to crack, bleed and it was painful.
i dont have it anymore but sometimes, especially in the summer, i get like them blotches like the ones that stinging nettles give you or just little cracks; at times, my hands are tooo dry or too wet.
when im lucky, my hands are really soft and my feet. my feet just sweats or when my hand is dry, my feet is dry too.
i really dont want to live like this.
what if i have a boyfriend? i cant hold his hand because my hand sweats.
i cant do the monkey bars cause my hand sweats. i cant even write on the piece of paper because my hand sweats and the ink smudges. theres so many things that i cant do cause my hands sweat as well as my feet. i cannot do anything =[